Well, 2 little things;

1- I recommend everybody check out Green Day's American Idiot album. It's like a punk rock opera, and is brilliant. I think it gets my vote for best album of 2004. I'd say that's pretty big praise.

Megadeth's The System Has Failed comes in a (very) close 2nd.

2- A new personal project is in the works. I was supposed to do some work on it tonight, but 12:00 am crept up on me really fast, so it'll have to wait I guess.

That's about it for this little update. I'll update when I have updates on newer updates about this new project. Hopefully the updates won't disappoint your hope for the update. Update update update.

There. Lots of updates in this one post. Nonsensical, but fuck it.


/Choz is off to sleep about Jesus.

Well, last night was an evening of drinking and debauchery. It was really fun, and even though my friends ditched me, my awesome coworkers, whom I have no trouble calling my friends, took up the challenge and joined me for the evening at McKibbins. Then my brother and his friend showed up, and the night was complete.

I'm going to try to make it a regular thing, going out with these people. I had a blast, and even though a lot of money was spent, I just don't care that much.

After that (around 4 am) I ended up crashing at my brother's place on his couch in his freezing apartment, I woke up at 10 and have been up ever since.

I'm at Paul's place (link under "links" over there) now, and he's having a little LAN party, and it's 1:30am, and I haven't been home in a day and half, and I'm exhausted, but having a good time here.

Feeling a little down, like usual, but it's become par for the course at this point.


/Choz out to play some games

I think I need psychological evaluation.

My days are all over the place. One day I'm a-okay with the world, and the next I'm quite the opposite.

Or maybe this is just how you're supposed to cope with these things. What do I know?

I need to get out of this city.


/Choz is going for some much needed sleep.

Well, I slept well last night. The resolution to the situation, while not ideal, was about as good as I could have expected (but not hoped) so I'm feeling much better than I was last week.

Not 100 percent, it'll be awhile before I'm feeling that good.

I am avoiding talking about said situation on purpose. I'm not comfortable talking about it, so just take comfort in the fact that I'm doing better and that's that.

I need to look to the future and move on from this. It'll be tough, but I think I'll be better for it.

Either that, or I'll go crazy and stalk my office with an assault rifle from cubicle to cubicle loading round after round into co-workers until a squad of police and 3 clowns are needed to take me down.

The clowns are there to keep the survivors smiling. Duh.

/Choz has lost it. Later.

Closure on the situation has been reached. I still don't want to talk about it, so don't ask me, but maybe I can sleep tonight.

/A sad Choz is off.

I demand everyone go out and play Katamari Damacy this instant. If you require a bizarre experience, and are tired of first person shooters, look no further.

Gamespot's Review

I picked it up today, and it's an awesome diversion. So simple and absurd, it helps you forget about how shitty I feel!

As for that, maybe I'll post about it evetually, I'm not sure I'm comfortable talking about it to the world. Let's just say there's a "situation" and I haven't slept in 5 days (in that I sleep, but it's restless and I wake up feeling like I've been up all night on a bender) and my appetite is all but gone. It's more of a chore to eat than anything else. I literally have to cram food in my mouth and force myself to swallow.

Hooray for that.

But worry not, my fellow internetians, all will be fine eventually, I guess. (Optimism is not my strong point.)

I'm off for one of my benders. Goodnight y'all.

EDIT: I needed to mention this; WTF?